I was very innocent. There were a lot of things that Will and Vanya exposed me to. I wish I didn’t have to find out about them the hard way.
I was too obsessed with trying to please Will that I had stopped caring about what I wanted and what was right by Vanya. I can’t reverse that now.
I don’t know how to say goodbye to someone I barely knew, but who meant so much to me.
I can’t even comprehend how much I owe that man for everything he has done for me. He gave me the confidence I needed to stand up for myself. He was there for me when it seemed like no one else was. He never asked for anything from me, he was just wonderful and kind. An amazing friend, and a beautiful person. I haven’t passed a single day without thinking about him.
He’d absolutely hate me for saying all this too, (I’m sorry).
God I adored him. I miss him so much.
Rest In Peace.